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Saturday, October 5, 2013

AKU PELAJAR HINA

AKU PELAJAR HINA
Oleh: Muhamad Taufik Hidayat


Aku seorang pelajar

Ya, pelajar, manusia yang belajar
Manusia yang mencoba mendapatkan jawaban dari teka-teki kehidupan
Manusia yang berusaha menguak tabir misteri alam

Aku juga disebut peserta didik
Ya, peserta didik, manusia yang berusaha menjadi makhluk terdidik
Terdidik, itulah yang membedakan kami
Beda dari bianatang, beda dari rerumputan

Namun di tengah masa
Setelah 11 tahun lamanya
Aku merenung, menjerit  dan menangis
Aku bingung, aku resah
Apakah aku pantas disebut pelajar? Apalagi peserta didik?
Aku tak punya cukup ilmu
Apalagi keterampilan hidup
Yang aku punya hanya ilmu menjiplak
Keterampilan hidupku hanya mengemis pada orang tua, pacaran, tawuran dan juga hura-hura.

Apakah aku gagal?
Ataukah guruku yang gagal? Kepala sekolahku yang gagal?  Bapak menteri pendidikan yang gagal?
Atau malah bapak Presiden yang gagal?
Entahlah, siapa yang gagal
Aku hanya tahu aku malu, aku jijik,
aku muak dengan diriku yang tak berdaya ini
Yang tak punya daya untuk melanjutkan hidup kelak tanpa orang tuaku

Sungguh, aku ingin memutar waktu

Tapi hanya orang sinting yang ingin memutar waktu

Friday, August 30, 2013

THE GREATEST SUCCESS IN MY LIFE

THE GREATEST SUCCESS IN MY LIFE
* essays for LPDP scholarship applications ​​( Institute of Education Fund Management )



The definition of success is actually very relative. There are many versions about the definition of this word . There are assessing the success seen from the performance indicated by the number of trophies, certificates and other rewards, there are views of the large amount of material ( money and property ) that was compiled , there are views of the level of popularity, and there are views of the achievement of their personal obsession each.

Alright, I 'll try to judge my success seen from these parameters. From achievement, although I felt my achievements are not great, but Alhamdulillah I 've won some competition from the local to the national level , in exact and non-exact.

From my richness, maybe I have not been able to be a success. During the work, the money I earn only able to finance my studies through finish. There was no savings or property can I keep current.

If the views of popularity, I guess I was not too popular because I was not national figures or celebrities who frequently appeared in the media. I might just quite popular at school and my college, also in my organizations community that I follow from the district / city level to provincial level .

Meanwhile, if viewed from the achievement of personal obsession, although many obsessions that have not been achieved, however, Alhamdulillah, with the intention, hard work and never ending prayer, there are many obsession I have achieved, even exceeded my target pairs. Because I have principles, although men are born with equally potential, but it is not wise to measure our achievement with others achievement.

But it was not the biggest success that I have presented above. My biggest success is closely related with organizations ( bonds ) that have accompanied periods of my youth. The bond that has taught me to be a skilled, knowledgeable, pious and noble teenager. The bond that taught me to always worship the Almighty God, my parents, my family and my country. So I feel for how to live peacefully in accordance religious moral values​​, and to feel loved and cherished family as children grow into their proud ( without smoking, drug and freesex ). This bond has formed me into the person ( even a speck ) is useful for the community. So I feel accepted and respected by the people wherever I stand. Even I had felt how the community felt the loss when one day I should to leave them .

The success I have achieved, the results of my efforts are not inherently private, but the result of a variety of great hands who have always supported and helped me. Hands of parents, my family, my friends, and other hands. And certainly I am aware, all of this is destiny and sustenance that Allah has bestowed upon me . Praise be to Allah .


Muhamad Taufik Hidayat
Elementary Science Education (Magistery)
Semarang State University

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